Results are coming smoothly and new insights are revealing themselves as I move along with the tapes. The release and recharge session has been important for me, the most important so far I would say, because it has allowed me to uncover some feelings and emotions I did not know where there.
The goal of the session is that after you have reached Focus 10, you come back to your Energy conversion box, the one you always create at the very beginning with all your problems and worries within, and open it trying to feel the first emotion of fear that appears to you. You have to let that fear float out of the box, and you see it going away. Your fear is gone, no need to worry anymore. But then, what is the emotion that the fear was covering?
You need to open the energy box again and see which emotion is standing there, and also let it float out of the box, and disappear. The last step is to open the box again, and find out the event, activity, reality, that provoked that emotion, that provoked that fear. This time, you get that event, you pull it out, clean and fresh, and you integrate it with yourself. You accept it and it no longers becomes a hidden part of you causing you some trouble :-).
So I did twice the same session, on two different days, just to make sure the fears I was letting go where not back again the day after (for whatever reason, maybe because they were strong or deep rooted) and it turned out that I uncovered a total of 5 “things” that I could consider “fearing of” even in a subconscious level. I then analysed the emotions that were hidden behind, but this did not report me any specific information and was hard to recall after the session was gone. What was easier, was to see the event that triggered that fear, most of them in my childhood, one of them I believe in another past life, because I could not relate at all with the image I got.
The best thing, which was unexpected to me, was that I did not have to look hard to pull the fears out of the box. They seemed to be waiting for me, in line, so everytime the tape was saying, open the box and find the first fear you can get, something was there ready to lift itself.
Apart from some really personal stuff, it struck me that one of the things that poped up was fear of success, which turned out in an emotion of not being fully accepted due to an event in my initial years in which I seemed to have trouble making relationships with other kids. I saw all that in my mind, and I let it go. Let’s see how this cleansing reflects now on my projects (which I really want them to succeed!!)
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